So my videos sort of work, but they`re on speed, it seems. That`s no fun. It has been a while since I`ve updated and it`s not necessarily because nothing has happened, but moreso because I`ve been running away from this task. I don`t want to do that anymore. I can`t run away from the things on my heart and the experience in front of me, especially if I make the statement over and over that I want to write.
This trip has been filled with ups and downs so far and it has already been a month. I`ve met people who only remember me when I`m in their face, I`ve met people who try to invite me and bring me out of my shell, and I`ve met people who I know have my back; but that`s how things typically are.
My mind has been all over the place, from struggles with feeling alone to struggles with my breakup to struggles with not knowing what to do with my future. Slowly, but surely, it's all falling into place. I've also decided that I will post vlogs on my main blog, but first post them on youtube! Scary business, but I`ll get there. :) I can`t live in fear forever, if I do, I`ll never truly see the world.
I`ll post pictures from Wales and my travels in Ormskirk later. For now, I have a lot of stuff to try to get through. <3
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